A Quick Detour
As of the moment, I'm really pre-ocuppied by a lot of things. So here's my deal. I'm self-supported myself for 5 years to finish college, do these rackets and sideline stuffs and land a job after college but I still find myself lost. Its really frustrating to have things managed especially when you're the eldest and usually expected to help the family. Sometimes I think that Life is a big pressure cooker (haha). It's really hard for me to land a job as a programmer and I don't know how I ended up like this. I was good during college not that good but you know the 'average good'. Then, after graduation I'm one of the million applicants from the batch of 2013 who are competing for their future. Unfortunately, I'm also one of those applicants who got rejected multiple times. In the IT world, employers prefer male developers so that's one factor that discourages me. Second, I need to get a job to help my mom since we're in a financia...